I posted about getting organized before so maybe I'm just being obsessive and compulsive. It's a little different now. Getting organized requires some time but time spent organizing is time spent not enjoying the present moment. Why do I want to be organized? To have some control of my life but I believe that it's possible to control only about 30% of life. The rest depends on genetics, accidents, my decisions from the past, other people's action, etc. There will always be some anxiety if I dwell on it. But I want to feel secure against complete disorder and confusion. If I'm not prepared something harmful may happen to me. I don't want to miss out on something because I don't know what's happening. There is a need to ease my fear of not making the most of my life, of being disappointed. I want to avoid complications and confusion but too much organizing will actually result in more complication and confusion instead of less. Ye
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